Jesus, take me with You.

Thursday, June 28

My heart is waiting
My soul is longing
My eyes are searching
Just to see Your face

My thoughts are on You
My words only speak Your name
My arms are reaching out
Holding on to You

You say come to me
And I will come to You
Only You can fill my heart
With Your love

Only You can fill my life
With Your touch
Jesus come and fill my soul with Your love
Your love

You're always near me
When I feel no one's there
So show me You're listening
I need to know You care

You said You're near me
And I will draw near You

Jesus come and fill my soul
With Your love

You said come to me
And I will run to You

Jesus come and fill my soul
With Your love, Your love

Only You - Hillsongs (Youth Alive)

Only You Lord, can fill every part of me. No matter what, Im Yours. Only You, Only You...

Wednesday, June 27

Strictly to: The guy who calls himself dog.

Since you love calling yourself dog, wont you woof for me? (:
Haha, I dont think you are fit to tag at my blog though.

Are you gutless or something? If you want to flame, then flame in front of me. Woo-hoo. Theres no need to bark on my blog anyway. You need some SPCA or something right? :X Strayed dog. Did mama dog give you too much freedom? Oops. Haha (:

Yeah, found out I've got a shaver at home. If you ever need a haircut, sorry, I meant furcut, you can always find me at class 3-2. I'll be more than happy to help you cut away the furrrrrr.

Lots of doggy love,
chunkit

*woof woof.

Sunday, June 17

Sorrows have gone,
gone in the wind thats blowing...
Washed in the rain thats falling

Over me,
the rain is falling, pouring over me.

I can see it now,
The fragrance and the essence of my King...

... ...

New Day by RedRain.

Tuesday, June 12

Choices

Thats what human life is all about man. Choices everyday. Food, music, friends, life. Everything we do has a consequence, an effect, on those around us. Splurge your money and you become poor. Drugs and booze ends you in jail or death. Simple. I respect people who makes choices according to their hearts, not the situation at the time or the circumstance given. See, I respect people like Andrew Yap (3-4/2007). He did really well in Secondary 2, and could have easily gone into Triple Science without any problems. Instead he chose Double Science. People said he was stupid. But he made that choice according to his own heart.

For me, I made this choice of giving my life to God and His household around a year ago. Around 600 stayed, even more than a thousand decided to give this Man a miss. People question me,' Why am I a part of this 600? Wasting time, effort, even money...'

I tell you now. I wasnt brainwashed into this, neither was I forced into this. I took my time and chose this path. At 15, I'm sharper about what I do than all the previous years of my life. I've thought about the future, past and present. This is the way I want it to be. You, reading this, might be much older than me. I dont really care, anyway. You've been through 15. Its the age when you get to realise the face of this earth, the reality of this society. It aint pretty, you know it.

If I dint choose to stay with God, I've could much better off. Results might've been better. I would have made a lot more friends than now. I might be having a pretty girlfriend now too uh. I can be the Staff Sergeant of NCC AIR and leading so many people and earning so much respect. If I dint choose church, I might have been in triple science, top class in Catholic High, might have been one the popular guys in school. Who cares man, I would have been in the center of attraction.

Then why did I forsake all of this for Someone I barely knew? Why did I choose to stick with these 599 people, coming to church week in week out? Why did I choose to put money into the blue envelope when I could have bought myself an iPod, a better handphone or cooler schoolbags? Why did I put myself into risks of getting hammered by my parents? Why did I choose to stand for God?

Some of you understand, some never will. Unless I bring you to see the things I see, you can only sit, watch and guess.

One year ago, I found this Man who fulfils my life. More than that, I found myself. My trueself. I no longer need to ever hide behind the shadows of someone better. I no longer need to compare myself with others. I am confident, of what I do, of who am I. This is me. This is Chow Chun Kit.

Our God is an awesome God. He reigns from Heaven above, with wisdom, power and love. Our God is an awesome God.

'Unless I bring you to see the things I see, you can only sit, watch and guess. '

Monday, June 11

Was walking home after a train ride from Khatib where I played basketball with churchies. Its was drizzling lightly... I could've taken the sheltered pathway under the MRT track, but for some unearthly reason I dint, and instead I chose to walk directly in the rain. It was amazing... feeling the rain pattering on your face... and the cold droplets of water's so refreshing and recharging. Haha, gotta try it yourselves man. When it rains, take your time and walk the distance, feel the rain unto your skin and through your shirt. Feel the rain, and God's presence!

One really funny thing was that when I was nearing home, I looked up into the sky, and talked to God, and then at that split second when I end, the rain grew really heavy and it left me smiling to myself! Hahaha, this is a really amazing God I worship!

Do check this out. Its a one and a half hour video. But it speaks so much... Really.

'23 minutes in Hell'

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=648563944666093503&q=23+minutes+in+hell

Woahaha, woke up around 12pm today.. yeah. Switched on the computer and tuned into Casting Crowns and 'Lifesong' and it really perks me up. Better than a cup of coffeeee. Its so powerful~ Im feeling so super duper charged up by Schools Seminar yesterday... still feeling it now.

Anyway, Lum Bin's coming over around 1pm and we gonna have follow-up in my bedroom. Haha. Lum Bin's a great boy man. All the way! After that, gonna head down to Yishun for a game for bballz.

Cant explain this man. Im loving every second in my walk with Christ... It sorta make kind of -pity- o.O those who touched Christ and rejected Him. Why on earth man?! Like Ivan said: When Im in Heaven, and then I look down into Hell and see those people burning there, suffering and yearning for a drop of water from Heaven..' But I figure I'll say to myself, I tried to save you.. So what Cat High? Haha. JT, aka DM, aka Smurfie - Read up on Romans 14:13 ok! 'Therefore let us stop passing judgment on one another. Instead, make up your mind not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in your brother's way.' Who're you to judge me? :D

Wooots, gonna enjoy today (:

Psalms 27:3-5

3 Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear; though war break out against me, even then will I be confident. 4 One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple. 5 For in the day of trouble He will keep me safe in His dwelling; He will hide me in the shelter of His tabernacle and set me high upon a rock.

Bring it on, I have never feared. And never will I.

Sunday, June 10

What a wonderful dayy! Its really sweet to be enjoying service man, even sweeter when your parents let you come for it ;) Things taste sweeter when it comes once in awhile, right? Enjoyed myself thoroughly during service cause its been really, really long since I've praised and worshipped God in church man, the atmosphere is always electricz!

Sacrificed my Friday and Saturday Schools' Seminar to come on Sunday itself. Oh yeah, the view of the whole church from the pulpit is amazing, breathtaking and simply -woo..ah!- You can just feel the glory of God just by standing there, infront of 600 people, with the lights shining down, and the pianist playing music. Aiseh man! Its powerful. Gotta try it someday.

Anyway, Schools' Seminar was awesome. Heart of God church and Pastor Joakim's really great and challenged us about taking our schools. Cat High you are so dead, 19 souls' coming for you. Better run man. Oh yeah, Pastor Joakim also taught us this really super-uber cool song with dance moves too. WOahah, certainly had fun today!

Grown quite abit spiritually. Really glad I came.

"Stained Glass Masquerade" by Casting Crowns

Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage?

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay?

Wonderful song yeah? Sometimes being someone strong aint gonna make things go away, in every soul theres bound to be the breaking point. Theres no use covering everything up. Be open to your leaders (: yup! There are times people cry, breakdown, get touched. Emotions fill us up. Thats the beauty of Humanity. Emotions.

Thats why I have Jesus. He heals me when Im sad or emotional. haha. Yup. Sad that I cant manage to post this song on the blog, but do find me if you want it. Yeah.

Feeling oh so calm..

Friday, June 8

Wow, time really past by fast when you are having fun. And its so true! The past one year for me have been such a fruitful year - I've the Truth in my hands now. (: The chance to live life genuinely came to me 9th June 2006 and I grabbed hold of this chance and never ever did loosen my grip. So many things happened, and truely when I look back, I see that I've grown so much as a teenager when I compare myself to my peers. I see a world so different from them and I thank God for it! 1 year do make a lot of difference in one's life man! Woooots~

And if you realise, its going to be 9th June 2007 in a few minutes time for me! And yes, Im really excited 'bout this. Anyway, spent my day at our new church premise, hanging around and had fun fellowshipping with people like Kevin and Zhixiang. Really saddened me coz I cant go for Schools SeminaR! Its really irritating to see people setting up and preparing for service and you feel the atmosphere building up as the clock ticks by, but you know you aren't able to attend service cause of some other reasons! Argh! Sometimes I cant wait to grow up to have more freedom, on the other hand, growing up brings so much more problems. Thats why teenagers go emo right? ahaha.

Yup yup, my 1st post in my baby blog. So proud of myself going through the troubles of making one! I think I rock.