Jesus, take me with You.

Chronicles Of Narnia.

Wednesday, May 28

hi guys,

my pleasure to introduce to you :

Prince Caspian! (:

he's dashing, lovely, servant-hearted, and loves to integrate friends.

yes yes, ltd edt signatures are up for grabs

haha, yes! we watched Narnia today. was awesome.

For Narnia! For Azlan! ahahah, a wee bit corny.

haha, we had fear factor sushi @ cathay while waiting for Dominic today.

it was fun (:

im so looking forward to the camp.

camp camp camp camp camp, im all bout camp.

hahha

its going to be a tribal-affair. lol (:

we'll see.

man, i love Lumbin. haha!

something deep.

Monday, May 26

haha, weeeeeeeee.
im loving C3 musikkkss, i love their style of music and the worship they bring.. its aaawesome
ahhaa, gonna post it up someday.
hehe. and im desperatel praying for an ipod, with video capabilities with 30 GB space. gogogo!

REDRAIN rocks. hahaa, i cant wait for them to be back next yr. met so many new friends
wohhhhhhh.. just loving praising God beside my brothers. so so so awesome

just prayed for Pastors, Dominic, church and F1, and i believe things are going to move real lot. theres going to be revival in Hwa Chong, Pasir Ris Sec, ACSI and many many others.. its going to an eye opener by God Himself.

God is here, yes, in me. sometimes, things get so so indescribable that i cant do anything about it. it isnt what i put down in words. its just there, if u feel it then its good, if u dont then thats it. simple as that but its complicated.

started when recently i've been relying on God too much, and i love it. i love the fact im powerless, weak, undone and broken and all i can do is to let God come into me and help me out.
i never want to come to a point whereby myself tries to work things out cause i know im far from God's standard.

see, i know there are many things i cant do on my own. i know i cant love people whom i dont love; i know i cant humble myself before certain people; i know i cant give my best for i seldom do; i know i cant be of God's standard. being human, its logically impossible to reach what God is like. to put it crudely, if dogs and cats cant reach His standard, i probably cant too. everything have their limits, i know mine.

2000 years ago, when my God was hung onto that cross, He died for my sins. and more than that, He died for my old man. today, i live because He is in me, because He died, and came to live in me. "Not I, but Christ" - this is what it means truely. i dont want to come to a point whereby i live my best to reach God's standard. i know i cant reach it, even if i give all my life trying to reach it.

simply put, i just want to let Jesus live in me. Christ in me is what i have. many times, i face problems in my life, like losing tempers, sinning along the way, parental objection, CCA, etc etc. and so many times i find myself back at square one: the harder i try to resist, the higher i climb, the higher i climb, the deeper i fall. its a rollercoaster ride, its never-ending, and i dont want my Christian to revolve around this - i know i have a better destiny than rollercoaster-ing around. you can try to resist, but end of the day, im pretty sure you'll fail.

today, i give up trying to resist, for i learnt its futile. its stupidity, and its time-wasting. God sets a standard so high up that no man can reach on his own, and its there for a reason. today, i let myself go to waste, and instead i daily pray that everything that happens - it isnt my business, but its God's.

i died when Jesus was crucified - "knowing this, that our old man was crucified with Him," Romans 6:6. i came to an understanding that today, what lives in me isnt truly me, im sick of living and have given up living and today it is not I, but Christ who lives in me. Come God, move, talk, and do work. Im just a mule, stubborn and with no knowledge, all i know is Your absence brings pain to me. Go Lord, work today..

"I have lived long enough; Im sick of living; now, Lord, will You please try?"

no sound.

Tuesday, May 20

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ROAAARRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

(:

moments.

Saturday, May 17

today put reason & logic above emotions.
well, i guess like anyone else, i was sort of expecting the first service in auditorium to be a big bang, whats more we've been talking about this all along since long time ago.

but its a wonderful surprise, really.
i admit mundanity had me at my wit's ends recently, and today couldnt come at a better time.
and Pst Lia set it all so right.
its true that the Christian walk's a marathon, and i cant agree more that there are times that ppl feel the ups and downs, the highs and lows.
but the analogy to running this lifelong marathon opened my eyes to another level.

its a 'wow' for good, i do mean it.
Logos to Rhema. wow, i mean i dint see it then, i admit i was unconcious towards it for pretty long, but it'll be a teaching i'll apply in my life this day onwards. i give my word.

someone came to church today ;) haha its so obvious whos it.
i sort of enjoyed his presence, because its a 50% prodigal-son-sort-of-illustration-from-the-bible coming true. i'd be delighted if he'll stay on.
but im really glad he came today and worshipped God alongside me. nothing beats returning to home. i know u find something special today, dont matter if you dont like it - or rather appear to be so, im sure u'll like it one day.
i prayed for him today, well it was good, heard something from God. hope to see u at home, feelin comfortable, soon again.

Zone F's awesome. Looking back, we've overcome so many things in 2 short years, and somehow, im ready to go a lifetime with you guys. i cant wait for the day when we're celebrating our 50th anniversary, it'll be sweet - really. till then, im going to keep growingg. haha yeahh

today i saw a man at j8.
he was wearing a pair of really dark shades, and was holding a tin can and a blind man's cane.
the lady beside him looked as though she was helping him to go the distance - at least from the angle where i stood.
a couple went into their path, and the man maneuvered his way around. the lady just walked ahead - i realised she wasnt related to the man, neither was she helping him at all.
the man with the shades took a detour and went another way, with no help at all. and still holding on to the tin can and the blind man's cane.
i thought to myself ,"the world's crappy enough, please dont add to it."

tired.

Friday, May 9

when they say -
"the Spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak"
just sum up everything that you have,
and give that one shot for God.

its not abt being tired, its about being enduring to the last minute.
this is mundane, this is my life.

cheese.

Wednesday, May 7

just smile.
for me for him for her for them for whatever.
this week's different, i just wanna smile.

chun kit 2.0

i.just.want.to.smile.

RED RAIN.

Tuesday, May 6

Its raining dudeees.

Catch some rainfall on 24th and 25th May @ Singpost.
Gimme a call, I'll provide the raincoats and umbrella
(:

the very cat high week.

Monday, May 5

im feeeeeling cat high-ish.
yeah. feel like a real punk. an uber-punk.
well, i have a reason to do so tho, i think i've went bonkers these few days.

kapooom!

yeah i smashed this.
no joke, i did it on sat morning.
yes, its me :O
the feeling was kinda crazy. hahaha
this classical guit had 3 strings snapped, graffiti over the frets, super deep scratches all over,
so by being kind, i just decided to put an end to it once and for all. it look really pathetic initially - REALLY.
hahahaha. oh yeah, classical guits are super sturdy. i spent a hard time smashing it
yq's got the vid. hohoho

looks really... sad..

then today, while Dannel had his fly down to pee in the urinal,
i did a run-up and gave him a kung-fu kick right in the butt.
all guys, u know what happened :O *owwww*
yea, he screamed in the toilet and the rest of us were laughing like crazy, and being me, i RAN.
haha, but later in class Dannel forgave me. hoho, nice guy (:
i told him i was going to blog this somehow, and he said ok - provided that i mention that he's a nice guy.
here u go : Dannel's a nice guy, really.

later in the day, yq roped me into CHMA.
they were going to play 'Memory' by Sugarcult together with ariel and khee.
i thought," no fear, the song sounds ok.. pretty nice too"
and yeah, no fear, because im dead.
im in need of practice, and the auditions on the 17th!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

oh yeah, i hope CHMA allows me to be in two teams tho.
i might be helping out with Joel Hong in his band with either 'Break Free' or 'One Way' by Hillsongs! weee ;)
*sneeeeakkkyyy*

in case you dont know, this is my infamous chair in clas 4-2 (:

what a very cat high week so far.
really. and im considered dead alr.
argh! (:

tunes!

Sunday, May 4

pap-per-dup, pap-pap-per-dah-dah--
ahaha, im addicted to this tune.
so so so so cool

suddenly, i feel like its going to be so shiok if im living in a nation where there aint school, its free & easy all day long.
its going to be so awesome!

and the first thing im gonna do is to wear a hoodie and sleep on a heap of maple leaves during autumn and look into the sky.
its gonna be shiokkk..

and yes, crap.
theres school. hahaha
theres school tmr.
SCHOOL FTW!
hahahahaha

a cry for friday.

Friday, May 2

i've always loved fridays. its my favourite day of my week.
its the end of the week, and theres something to look forward to at the end of the week.
be it church, family time, whatever.
i love fridays, especially because its a day when nothing starts and nothing ends, except school (:

sundays are life-changing and wonderful, but i hate sunday nights when i head home alone towards another week.

fridays are the best
i'll be really relaxing, taking time out and livin my own life
away from all da stress and crazy things.
i've been loving fridays, and i want to love fridays all over again.
rmbr Good Friday? hehe (: its the best Friday one could ever have.

please God, make every friday a wonderful one, really.
make today wonderful, pleaseeee.

...and suddenly I felt like I could breathe..
what a perfect day,
what a perfect day,
what a perfect day when You came into my life.