Jesus, take me with You.

death&allhisfriends.

Monday, February 23

hmm.

to some:
say whatever that floats your boat.
i dont really feel.

to some people:
love Psts&Dom...
they hold such a special place in the heart..

smile because it happened.
never cry. never fret. please.
God knows because He's forever my Jehovah Nissi.

hope you understand.

herrrhh..

Saturday, February 21

no, i dont wanna battle from beginning to end.
i dont wanna cycle, recycle, revenge.
i dont wanna follow death and all of his friends.

im still breathing.
and thank God for G.

things are not done and finished yet.
and i dont wanna drag this.

hmmm.

Monday, February 9

many times i find myself this close to losing it.
yeah this close.. v close.
many people's been doing things behind my back and i dont feel good about it.
they smoke me through but hey, im neither dumb or dumb.
since the 17 years of living, i know i've been quite a darn smart butt of a human.
if you think im stupid, oh man, look in the mirr......
i think thats stretching myself for this season and that's that for it.

i've got 4 pieces and 1 piece's faulty.
there're another 1001 things grabbing hold of them.
its getting harder and harder to live nowadays, but i guess its really okay.
im made of Yahweh's heart, and if not clay, at least steel too.
you can tug and snatch the 3 away but you wont get all of them, all of me.
1's already gone so forget about grabbing all.

3's parts for living, 4 parts for God.
its always been this way. never changed, never will.
im thankful for sat/sun. yes i am.

school's still crap.
maybe much better with G, ZY and the gang around.
we're almost hooligans but we're hooligans with fun, love and respect.
love us dont hate us. unless you're from basketball.
i wanna go school and chill. i wanna go school and study.
i wanna go crapschool and have a good good laugh.
i wanna go crapschool and laugh my afternoons off.

im all over the place tonight, but bear with me.
we'll sort something out soon.

delinquent crashers.

Thursday, February 5

in for a fast post..

yesterday was fun.

T saboed G through the choir teacher to audition for choir.
i laughed like mad.
subsequently T and G saboed ZY into having to go for audition.
i laughed like mad.
being part of the gang, ZY and G then saboed me to go for the audition too.
i couldnt laugh anymore.
oh well, it was crap. had no choice, cant pon too, they've got my number.
after a long debate from G and ZY to the teacher, all 3 of us are eligible for choir.
darn... joining choir'll be the last thing that crosses my mind.
how crap, im never going to sing for any auditions again. haha.

today was fun too.

ZY G and I crashed the basketball trials.
we were supposed to run 3.6km under 16 mins.
G's still recovering from his ankle sprain, so ZY and I decided to pace him.
through the 3rd round, the timing was 7-8 mins. HAHA. super jokers..
then after that ZY and I decided to chionnggg.
he came in around 19.40, and i a minute later.
im pretty proud of it ok...esp since i dint run for the whole hols. (:

the bball players were really like :)
cat high sec 2s can trash em anytime, even during recess. haha.
teammates mupped the first game so i dint have any mood at all.
so slacked during the 2nd game and showed GREAT attitude. hahah. great indeed..
ZY and G were CLASSIC. super duper CLASSIC. hahaha. i can laugh my head off tonight.
honestly, its not even an honor to play for this school. theres really no standard.
G can tell you that. really.
its not even worth it to be training/playing alongside them. crap.
you dont ever wanna play beside self-centered, posing, talk big, great body odour and CMI bballers.
now im finally appreciating chs's bball abilities.
in any case. glad i enjoyed myself today.

'this jc should just forget about their ccas. just get their academics right 1st'
this is said by a great great great man.
i agree. totally. 1000%. chop. stamp. gurantee. no refund. just throw receipt away.

tomorrow will be fun.

badminton! hahah.
dont think we'll crash it.
we're desperate to steer clear of choir and taekwando.

rubbish dump.

every other person wants a piece of me.
arggggghh

school3.

Tuesday, February 3

school today was much better.
from a rubbish dump it upgraded to a rubbish bin.

there was a super duper cool dance the J2s did. for once, it did impress me a little!
ahahah.. i shall go learn it well. next wed!
today's games were much more witty-ier and more action-er.
i laughed alot today, enjoyed myself a little. (:
Esther was telling me the J2s' spirit was awesome -- i had to agree.
their cheers were good, dances were good, and their chemistry was really tight and was really great. they were really a team.
they had something the J1's dint have at all.
we also agreed upon the fact school was only worth going today. HAHA.

but the talks from 8am-11am were like crappy and dreadful, and hence the rubbish bin.

haha, oh well. i'll see how it goes.
maybe school4 reverts itself back to the rubbish dump.

worry me not.
im not another k.
im sure im more than that. much more.

heartfesT!!!

school2.

Monday, February 2

school was rubbish today.
the admins was horrible.
the intro video was total crap.
the games was garbage.
the atmosphere was disgusting.

in fact, if games were let by my dear F1 & F10 guys, they'll tear the whole building down to its very foundation. they'll make such an impact this jc would cease to exist.
16 17 yrs olds playing mrt game. oh man..
i bet the J1s would wanna go F1 CEG this week.
my heart goes out to the orientation group leaders.

pls pls pls pls give me something to be impressed with...

G's going to pon tmr morning. i wish i could join him but i dont wanna miss the talks..
zzzz.
see.. even someone as great as G wanna pon the 2nd day of school, tell me tell me, the school is really... (:

on the far far far far far far end of the spectrum,
im glad i have with me Dominic and Aaron Shust.
Dom's the man and always the man. no elaboration needed la. (:
Aaron Shust's album was great. the lyricbook had lyrics along with his personal revelations and sharing.
that kind of feeded me.

going back to rubbish chute / garbage dump at 7.30am again tmr.
HAHA. (:

i think i need to find and get more 'ebenezers'..
have a wonderful night,
and cyall this weekend soon.
i hope i'll wake up to a saturday.. (:

no more lifeguards.

school.

Sunday, February 1

hmm.

now i dont feel good for tmr...
im going somewhere where i....

hmmm.. i think i shall not care too much.
im gonna let the people praise my God, not me.

above all, i know i dont have to question much.
because above all, im still Your Son.

Stillness (Speak to Me) - Aaron Shust

feel Your validation..

picsy.

school's startin on monday.. (:
told Wenqi im excited but not happy.
its true man.. oh wells. just gotta face it all.
ahah.. its gonna be great, i believE!
take the schools, take the A's. haha (:

service was great!
Hati Hamba brought me back to earth.. haha (:
had a really good time chillin with Dinghan after service. haha.
he's awesome.. he's my bro. lol.

and tmr's theres hangout with some Zone F peeeeeps. looking forward to it.
but gotta get my uniform @ Shaw 1st.
white top black bottoms.
roaarr.. hahah.

sidetracking, i think Aaron Shust's really great.
lol. kinda out of the blue, but yeah, he's good.
good to listen to anytime, anywhere. haha..
good voice and goodwith guitars,
and really looks like sylvester stallone in rambo!
perhaps when he ministers in church, he goes "piang piang!" and the guy falls under the presence of God. =.= oh wells.

these were taken at Caipirinha @ Greenwood Ave.
(:

handsomes & pretty.

handsomes!

handsomes & the aunties. (:

handsomes & pretty II.