O Levels is one heck of a crappy time, yet ironically, im enjoying myself... honest!
amidst all the papers and mugging time, i do find real love with Jesus... and its incomparable.
God's so close... and i can really feel Him. its for sure (plus chop & gurantee & whatsoever) He's beside me.
He's right beside me when im in the exam hall... and makes me smile while taking my papers.. that assurance im in His plans!
He's right beside me when im at home, studying late into the nights... and then lets me feel His truest presence..
He's right beside me when im on the way home.. walking that long stretch of road under the evening light.. and He jokes with me things that only i know of.. how lovely!
He's right beside me when im in need... when im at my lowest points. He disciples me and i realise im back on the right track in no time..
He's right beside me when He shows me the pictures of the hungry, needing and dying.. and i run even closer beside Him..
so for me this is beautiful.. a brand new thought and a brand new world..
then its lovely to have Mark, Jason, Lumbin and Aaron Cheong (?) to pop a surprise the night before my history paper.. phoning me and telling me to get the door and there they were - *poof* with shirt & berms and with their hands full of yoghurt, biscuits and fruit&veg juice *woo* yes.. i dont think we're friends who merely stick beside one another at all times.. but we're this bunch of brothers who has their arms locked, firm beside one another, walking on... (:
and its lovely to have spent good times with my family.. relationships are getting better.. and guess what? i promised mama i'll bring granny out to the zoo in the month of november, and yes, i will. it'll be awesome... i loves my ah-ma! haha (:
and its lovely to have held a wondeful CG on thurs. meeting F10s and going through all the admins and our action plans for the integs/incubates and ending with prayers and worship. i felt it.. it wasnt a norm.. it was supernatural.. yeah! so i believe, with that heart, we're going to breakthrough..
and its lovely to have the F1 CG guys to cramp into my room this afternoon.. it was super crampy and crazy with Eeshen, Lumbin, Jinheng, Sunny and Hongjun around. ahaha. and it was absolutely sooooo funny/lame/horrifying/scary/petrifying/Hongjun-&-Jinheng-kept-closing-their-eyes when we played hotel626. and there was alot of guitar mashing and youtube surfing for videos etc. and then there was xbox-ing with Lumbin and Eeshen... so lovely indeed. hahaha!
yes, its all so lovely.. this slow dance during the O's.. and to this slow, lovely rhythm i move..
much are happening and im kind of falling in love with it. its real awesome..
i guess i dont necessary have to see mountains move and seas parting to make my day... lives changing bit by bit per day and per se, is already enough to make my week.. its all too lovely. (:
for what do I have, if I dont have You Jesus? what in this life, could mean anymore..?
and yes! it'll be lovelier when 12th is here.. then, i'll be dancing to the beat of the salsa... it'll be one, fast, hot, lovely dance. yeah baby! ;)
till then, love and be lovely.
ciao!