i realise, i really need an ipod. hahaha
too much songs, too much desire, too little space.
gotta start saving! ahahah
hmmm
Monday, March 31
too much songs, too much desire, too little space.
gotta start saving! ahahah
slow down. realise. speed up.
Saturday, March 29
sometimes we try hard enough to keep ourselves up to the tempo,
then we stumble a little, fall a little beyond the expectations.
but when we look down on our feets, we realise we've been moving all along.
we're all heading towards the right place,
we think we gave enough and its time to lax a bit,
but each we think more about it, we realise we've came short. so short.
and its through this, we go on again. the fear of lacking what we've so desired keeps us movin.
and i respect it, and i love it. its a cycle, a wonderful one.
its a funny feeling, really
it feels you are sandwiched between two pieces of thick blankets,
so comfortable, yet so suffocating.
so strange yet so homey.
but in the end, sweetness outlasts everything.
senseless things aside, im looking foward to the weekends! (:
i realised recently i've been really really living for the weekends.
the week passes with a blur, yes, like sotong, and im with another week again.
obviously, i come alive during weekends. haha!
i do my countdowns daily peeps. im a desperado, for weekends. im in love with weekends.
we'll keep hanging on, keep growing. our hearts' with You.
i place F1 into Your hands..
vroom vrooommm.
Tuesday, March 25
awesome awesome.
convicted, we'll be doing the work.
have faith brothers.
25.
(:
Christianity.
Sunday, March 23
church isnt something that i do,
its who i am.
amen.
shut up Satan.
here we go
Saturday, March 22
awesome Good Friday.
God, I enjoyed every minute spent in Your house,
im really looking forward to tomorrow when i'll sneakily sneak in again,
and have a real good time
well, theres a crazy 9am-6pm CIP tomorrow at plaza sing,
guess i'll leave early and head home to meet my homies~
hahahaha
tomorrow's going to be great
im feeling it.
F1's on the edge of breaking into new grounds
it'll be an impact.
characters' are changing subconciously,
new souls are being saved,
F1's an engine on gear 3, ready to speed up,
its God, its all God.
im raring to go Lord,
its been ages, ages, since im in this,
and im revving up,
ready to work and sow.
just a little bit more,
i'll keep pushing (:
Luke 2:52
And Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and in favour with God and men
Faith. Just Faith.
Monday, March 17
"For me, I say the same thing that the apostle Peter said: "Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life.' He's the only one who not only claimed to be God but proved to be God. When I compare this to all other claimants of all other religions, it's like the poet who said the night has a thousand eyes and the day has but one; the light of the whole world dies with the setting of the sun.'"
Geisler's voice softened but kept its intensity. "At the midnight of human ignorance, there are a lot of lights in the sky. Noontime, there's only one. And that's Jesus Christ, the light of the world. Based on the evidence for who He was, there really aren't any competitors.
"So I cast my lot with Him -- not the one who claimed wisdom, Confucius; or the one who claimed enlightenment, Buddha; or the one who claimed to be a prophet, Muhammad, but the one who claimed to be God in human flesh. The one who declared, 'Before Abraham was born, I am' -- and proved it
- The Case For Faith, Lee Strobel.
I think I'll stick with Jesus. (:
plans.
Sunday, March 16
best in me.
oh yeahhh.
(:
keep me by Your side, through the nights and darkest storms.
sneak peek and whoops im back again
Friday, March 14
went out today with one of the weirdest buncha pple - my friends & classmates.
they consist of :
wenge, yongquan, alphonsus, nicholasng, kee arn, reuben, yifeng, jared and some acsi guy.
basically we just went over to reub's hse to celebrate his bday, along with his girlfriend and stuff like that.
man i feel weird. i feel like an alien.
i feel so so weird trying to be a part of them.
we spent a good 8 hours together, but still, im not myself. i dont feel myself being at norm all the while.
i want so much to go home, but crap, i've got to stick by my friends - so called.
i feel happy, but it aint genuine.
i feel excited, but it aint lasting.
i feel excited, but it aint lasting.
i need my FAMILY!
i need Saturdays 5-7 and Sundays 3-5.
its then when i feel like myself, the real me.
its then when i feel like myself, the real me.
they're my oxygen.
bridges -- burnt
with all i am i'll live to see Your Kingdom come..
IM SO BLOWN AWAY
Saturday, March 8
what a day.
the repercussions of sleeping at 1am during weekdays have finally arrived.
its not as if i want to sleep late, but its just being occupied with much stuff.
stuff which i happily and readily commit myself into on a daily basis.
and currently im next to knocking out. serious.
honestly, i feel somewhat accomplished when im knocked out flat,
perhaps it simply shows that im really pushing myself to the limit and
testing the gears of my own physical and spiritual body.
at least thats what it seems to be (:
End Times did bring me into the full realization of what it truely means to be living for God.
it just did.
oh man, im so much drowing in astonishment. yes, thats the word.
many times i hear ppl in school trying to deny the existence of God Himself, and man how i wished i could have just chained them all to me and brought them for ETBS.
God's moving mountains at this moment. yes He is.. He is!
today changed a new thinking-box for me.
im just so, so overwhelmed. im still in a seriously 'wowed' state.
i just cant keep thinking of God, man I LOVE HIM~
He's like the coolest guy around la, im dead serious.
some nice thoughts:
maybe He'll show George Clooney whats a real man's charm.
maybe He'll show Ronaldinho & C.Ronaldo how to do a perfect stepover.
maybe He'll show Dwight Howard how superman do dunks.
maybe He'll show Leonidas the perfect steps to win an empire with just 3 men.
whatever la ck, hehe (:... just know that you are so much blown away by God.
go sleep.. you're really tired..
*data overload*
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.
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crash!
gear 3.
Thursday, March 6
wheres momentum?
rock n roll.
there aint other, no one's been here.
i'll make my stand, to what rightly belongs to me.
DWIT
awe.
breathless.
complete reverance.
God, wow..
(:
chopshop.
Monday, March 3
Goliath was done in 2 minutes.
How much time you need? I'll be waiting.
thoughts.
Sunday, March 2
i've been thinkin, real lot.
like every minute im havin thoughts, all over, all messy
just gotta keep focused man,
lumping everything together and getting through them all,
one by one.
its not gonna work for me if i work then play, nor play then work,
it'll be crappy i guess.
i'll play during work, and work during play. appropriately.
i've been thinking, real lot really.
man i just love people like Dominic, Ivan, Jianming.
im breathless when i think about how they work.
they're like a gear built to move in one single direction, and when one starts rolling, the rest just comes into play.
Eeshen's awesome, yeahh.
so different from his peers, so humorous.. good character..
and theres always the forever happy, smiley Randyne.
you just cant stop loving him..
then u have the super-slacky Weibin, super-sleeper.
but when it comes to Godly-stuff, i tell you he wont slack one wee bit.
So many people just keep popping into my mind.
*pop* here comes another one..
Eeshen, Nicholas, Jason, Mark, Lumbin, Qifan, Randyne, Jinheng, Julian, Sunny, Hongjun, the Bryans, Keith.. These people are pillars man!
Just living for God.. Doing their work.. Growing bit by bit every single week.
They appear small, unknown, behind the scenes, but thats what that keeps me in awe of this bunch of 'kids', me included. they'll grow to be the great men of God..
13, 14 years old giving their best.. what was i when i was at that age man!
crap. i better work harder..
Im inspired when I think about them.. awesome people with awesome destinies..
this is F1.. im so in love with F1!
im inspired, just by thinking about these people..
woah!