Jesus, take me with You.

this is it.

Wednesday, April 30

these ten days never existed.
not even today.
-logged.

a good champion. yes. a good one.
(:
its time dude, its now.

Tuesday, April 29

yeah.
somehow, im proud i can struggle for good.
this thing is always hanging in there silently, but when bad times comes, it just emerges and take over.
im proud, really.
meanwhile, lets hope and pray.

nowadays, a crapload of people gets mistaken about me a crapload of times for a crapload of reasons.
its crap-laden and its crap. its total crap.
thank yq for his suggestions, thanks es for his advice.
argh, im just going crazy.

you are stupidity in action, stupidity in reality.
my goodness! argh!

snatched.

its been a crazy week.
but thank God.
keep workin, keep workin.

many things. yeah, so many.
keep workin God, keep workin in me.
one day, i'll be glad about it.

maybe not now, but i know i'll see it soon

you dont need to know the answers before you step out in faith

dum dum ditty.

Monday, April 28

i gotta sort all these out.
i hate doin so, but cant help it.
its irritatin, its crazy.

i wish God could plan it out once and for all.
show me show me.
i just dont wanna sit down, have a clear mind to think it over.
i dont have the time, neither do i have the mind and heart to do so.
its sucks to think about things, i just wanna go on and on doing other things.

crap, its smotherin me. its stupidity in action.
i need to get over it, but i dont wanna.
dum dum ditty.

things aside,
i heard some ppl keep yakking on about relationships.
lets all stop it dudes.
some ppl just cant take it.
ahahahha

all hail Busted!

Grits - My Life Be Like (Ooh Aah)

Wednesday, April 23

was rummaging my bro's com when i found this.
good song (:

Grits - My Life Be Like (Ooh Aah)

My life be like
Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
My life be like (yeah)
Ooh Aah, Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
My life be like (yeah)
Ooh Aah, Ooh Aah (yeah), Ooh Ooh
My life be like (yeah)

It's times like these that make me say
Lord if You see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like You
Tryin' not to quench Your fire with the things I do

I'm on an island by my lonesome stranded
Low key and stayin' candid
Reflect on all the things I try my hand at
Church for the equations to persuasions I'm used to
Finding comfort in the zones of closet bones I get loose to
A mountainous fontaine
Spinnin' and monsoonin', grinnin' this high octane
Explosive how I came

Rollin' down hills cause lifes a hastle
Encircled by my folly like a moat surround a castle
Stay afloat, catch a second wind.
Thin,
Is the air I breathe
Teary eyed nose runnin' wipe the snot on my sleeve
I'm callin' on the Savior to be all that I need
Please forgive me - my behavior had me lost at light speed

It's times like these that make me say
Lord if You see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price You paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like You
Tryin' not to quench Your fire with the things I do

The fear of never fallin' in love
And the tears after losin' the feelings of what you thought love was
Like the dirt still up under the rug (My life be like)
Bad characteristics covered in Christ's blood
The joy of new birth and the pain of growin' up
The bliss between givin' my all and givin' up
The highs and lows
Paths and roads I chose
In the cold I froze
Tryin' to ease my woes
In this world of sin
Clothes too thin to fend
So to God I send
Words of help to win
In grumblings so deep, letters could never express
So the sound of Ooh Aah beneath my breath projects

It's times like these that make me say
Lord if You see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price you paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like You
Tryin' not to quench Your fire with the things I do

My life be like - Toby Mac~~
My life be like Ooh Aah Ooh
Dum dum ditty
Here come that boy from the Capital City
Last up on the Grits new ditty
But eight bars or the Truth will do (uh)
I believe theres a private stunnin
And I believe in the Kingdom Coming
I believe if you seek the Truth,
You don't need to look far cause it's gonna find you

So why oh why do I trip and stumble?
And ooh aah as committment crumbles?
I can't believe that I'm here again....

My life be like --
It's times like these that make me say
Lord if you see me please come my way
Leavin' bread crumbs for when I stray
Rely on sacrifice and the price You paid
Feel me like a fingertip (fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip)
Sometimes I fall I slip
My heartfelt desire be more like You
Tryin' not to quench Your fire with the things I do

Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
My life be like
Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
Ma-ma-my life be like
Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
My life be like
Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
Fo-finger tip, fo-finger tip
My life be like

lollipops.

Tuesday, April 22

these few days, im having a earworm.
its disgusting, its long, and its makes me grow crazy.
its getting me distracted when im doing my work. arggghhh
crap, and i cant get it out.

this is the earworm :

yeah, suddenly after listening to this on Reub's itouch,
i cant get it out. its so irritating. but its so nice.
brings me many memories of PRIMARY SCHOOL.
like how crazy was i.
*sneaky sneaky
hahaha!

i used to love bands like Simple Plan and Busted, really!
until too many people liked Simple Plan and i decided not to like them. LOL
- and also partially because it was so irritating to hear 'Perfect' and 'Untitled' wherever i go.
but i'll always love the hits like 'I'd do anything', 'Addicted' , 'Im just a kid' , 'The worst day ever' etc etc!
its the cool pop-punk-rock! YEAHHH

and the most most most most most most stupid thing was when Busted announced that they were going to disband!
i went 'ARGHHHH....'
oh yeah, some really really nice songs i'll never get bored of from busted:
'Crashed the wedding', 'Year 3000', 'Whose David', 'You said no', 'Thunderbirds Are Go', 'What I go to school for' and etc etc.

Busted!

woah. they're the ones who literally filled my p5 to sec1 days man!
so cool (:

now, im living with something else. so much better (:
yeahhhhhh

look up, theres Someone.

Sunday, April 20

theres never been any day i feel lost when God's here.
today, God took me on a journey.
He brought me out, sat me down.
we sat down, cried a little, smiled a little, slept a little, we got lost together.

now im tired and im going off to bed soon
gonna wake up around 4 to catch up a on little work.
its been a real crazy day.
im sure when i wake up, God'll have brought me out already.

today i felt a different love from God; i come to know of a different side of Him
subtle, gentle, quiet
a mash up of emotions.

thats His beauty.
thats His love. im glad God's here
wonderful God, awesome God.
i live to praise You. (:

im looking forward to the coming week. haha
i've sorta got it planned, mentally.
lets go, lets gooooo

generousity.

Thursday, April 17

2nd post for today -
im back to say," Blessed be the name of the Lord"

love You Jesus.

waaaassup God~

You're the ONLY one that I could live for~
One way~
One way~

this is so cool. bro's dual speakers work real good. especially when their blasting good Christian songs. so awesome. the whole room's like my personal dj station and disco dancefloor. i can dedicate all my songs to Yahweh here and also do some real stupid stuff.
only God knows. (:

so many things to say. a little too tired.
its ok, God knows. ahhahha
yeah, God's good. too good.
'diarrhea it to my leaders' hehe.

love ya F1..

tired, smiling.

Wednesday, April 16

man im tired.
real tired physically.
im yawning real badly and my eyelids are closing.

gotta get away from all those work and breathe some fresh air.
i love You God.
awesome. wooties.

i'll be working and working. (:
i wont stop till i drop.
drop from 21 points to 6 points. hahaha :D

p.s : i think eating smarties makes you smarter. they doped it, no doubt.

one step at one time.

Monday, April 14

oh God.
im so aware its You.
its You You You. just You.

indefinitely, i have areas i've gotta change.
im aware of it.
im feeling this God.
its unexplainable, its more than mere words.

again God, You bring me back here.
and i love it. theres nothing in this world i'll exchange it for.
but i wanna give it back,
i wanna give everything back to You.
teach me how, teach me why.
teach me nice and teach me well.

this thing isnt a thought.
this thing isnt what i feel.
is this what You want me to do?
im crying out Lord, tell me soon.
1 word, i'll change the world.

i'll run for all i care.
i'll go to the ends of the world
all i want is You, but i pray God, it'll just be You speaking
just You.
im waiting, im hearing
i'll be patient, i'll seek You.
i'll guard my heart, i'll keep my head.

i will God. even if it means to defy all the world.
its You.

i cant wait for Dominic to get back.
i've got a full heart to share
im eager to tell, eager to receive
its just a trigger away to blast off.
i wanna shareeeeeee. i wanna go.

im so excited this is all full of ' I 's
i feel so self-centered, but all i want is God.
this is so contradicting. yes it is.
i yearn for this, but im apphrensive.
im stucked. but im willing to wait!

Building Fund's here. and man im so excited to give give and give.
this starts tomorrow. this certain love for saving up money and building my house, God's house.
this image of a young boy putting coins into his money container is playing in my mind now.
he's happy, he's overjoyed.
he cant wait to fast for God again. he's on his toes. he's loving God!
he's smiling as his fingers tips the coin into the slot. he loves God more than anything.

im wanna hear so much,
God oh God, grab me and tell me now.

My Craves

Friday, April 11

keep on going,
keep on going.

im not satisfied. hehe,
i want more and moooorrrrreeeeee.
CG with F4 was good. the same old sweet presence felt. its unforgettable, i crave for it and im waiting for next week. this feeling still lingers.
im so gonna be chionging this week away so that service and CG will be here in a blinking of an eye.
i.want.God.

yesterday i slept on bro's larger bed.
it felt super comfy compared to mine.
then in the morning i woke up with a sore right eye - im guessing he boxed me in his dream for me sleeping on his bed.
hmph; i shall sleep on mine tonight. wohohoh (:
mine still da best.

came back from a short run.
i dint feel like running, but just went ahead with it.
realised i gotta keep myself trim and fit. TAF~
its part of L.I.V.E and im not taking any chances for me to slack any sooner.
im preparing for O's to end. oh yeahh

now im hungry, and im really really craving for beef horfun.
*smack lips*
the long wet horfun drenched in black bean sauce and thick juicy slices of beeeeeff and slices of bittergourd....
OOMPH!

please wipe your saliva mrchow (:

funny army

Wednesday, April 9

Dear fellow Chow/Chun,

tomorrow you're booking in and i wont be seeing u for about 2 weeks.
i reckon i'll miss you quite a bit, if not alot.
it'll be the second time u left home for 2 weeks in a row and leaving me alone in our bedroom sleeping alone.

it'll be lonely but it'll be a little freedom.
i wont have to hear your snores and tolerate it and u wont tolerate music from my phones in the midnight.
i'll be able to do my stuff privately! wheee (:
i hope u'll do well in army and excel. i pray God'll touch you.
maybe some pontianak or baju kurung flying around can wake your senses to the Gospel.

in the meantime, i'll really miss you. argh.
u and your smelly botak head.

Mr.Ho

cant wait to see u soon again bro. (:

love,
kit.

Life Life Life.

Monday, April 7

The past week's really one part of my life being the norm.
everything seems normal, some ups some downs
but im getting the groove out of it.

its mundane, but its lovely
its hateful, but its just one part.
PO keeps me on the ground, but im ok with it.
i know i wont back off, i'll get keep hanging.

if theres anything im good with, its struggling.
my forte is to struggle, and i excel in it.
i can be beaten, down and next to dying, but i just wont quit.
somehow since young, i realised it. im stubborn, super stubborn.
struggly struggling! haha

on the brighter side, have no fear God is here!
haha, smile dude, even though everything dont seem too good..
man, we gotta step up and get up.
when the going gets tough, the tough gets tougher - we all grow when things happen aight?

keep struggling, keep keeping on..
dont fear to fail, dont fear to lose out. as long as we learn, i dont care at all.
this aint a competition to be the best, neither is it even a competition at all.

if there's anyone i'ld consider to be a victor, it'll be one whose character can match the apostles and the true men of God.
i'ld consider you a victor if you can finish your life and say," I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith"
i respect you, and i'll be with you. have faith bro. keep running the race.

its not going to be easy for anyone who has faith, some point in their lives they face problems.
without problems, no one's faith can be tested, then there wont be the men of God we hear about today.
everyone's got their problems, i've got mine too. settle it with God straight out. dont leave it to anyone to make it bigger. if theres someone who can do it best, its God. do turn to your leaders, they help a great deal. have faith man, have faith!

anyway, Dominic and Ongah pranked the life out of me on friday night.
its like one of the power-pranks for april. haha, i bet it'll be memorable. (:
mentioning Dominic, man im missing him.
away to Shanghai for about 1 week - what am i gonna do without my Tai Lo?!
*sneaky, sneaky smiles.

stuffs aside, its so cool, i just realised I have the same vid thats on Nicholas's friendster, flower power :D

ciao~
have a blessed week (:

Thursday, April 3

Innocent Blood - The Waiting Kind.

I sing of innocent blood,
He spilt to wash my dreadful guilt.
Sorrow He bore in my stead,
Covered in all His righteousness.

Sing Gloria
Sing Allelujah..
Sing Gloria
Sing Allelujah..

For wondrous love would I sing,
I'd soar to play on heavenly strings.
with angels I'd dare to sing in,
sweet melodies of love divine..

Oh wondrous Cross, Oh Glory Divine,
You laid down Your life while I held dear to mine..
Oh wondrous Cross, such Innocent Blood,
The Saviour of all born for sinners He died..