im lovin life cause im loving God.
its a new day, 12.28am as i type this line down.
sunday nights and lovely feelings.
im seated in front of bro's com, with a nightlight on, windows half opened with the nightbreeze flowing in, shirtless, tuning to Viva La Vida
most of all, i feel God here with me. He's got a smile on his face, and he's somewhere behind me. God's cool.

im so inspired because church's going into a new dimension.
i never dreamt of my family stepping into church, but im waiting till the day this steps into my line of vision - 4 of us strolling in for the 5- 7 service. its gonna be lovely, so so lovely.
its scary but its exciting. its lovely anxiety.

im the king of the world because i've got no school for this coming week. just a week's break from prelims before i go running back, studying madly for O's.
theres so much i want to do and need to do. i want to keep going on like this, and how i wish i could just stop schooling, and do whatever i want because whatever i want is whatever i dream of, and whatever i dream of is always exciting.

funny how the world lives in a fallacy that God doesnt exist.
soomehow obvious but somehow people dont understand. God's here but people really do deny Him. its like me breathing air but saying air isnt real because i cant see it - sometimes you need to believe before you see. and when you believe, you know it exists. im once lost but now am found, and now i see with 3 eyes. not your 'er lang shen' deity next door but im your Saint Chow who loves God better than life itself. i can see things in the 4th dimension, and my churchies do too (:

im so looking forward to tomorrow! gonna go basketballing @ khatib.
till then, ciao guys. im miss church because i havent smell church air for about 2 .5 hours already... i miss church. argh!

crap, i really love life now. hahah! awesome awesome.
its 12.45am now and im gonna chill awhile, then call Dominic! weeee

Jehovah Nessi,
be my mirror, my sword and shield (: