many times i find myself this close to losing it.
yeah this close.. v close.
many people's been doing things behind my back and i dont feel good about it.
they smoke me through but hey, im neither dumb or dumb.
since the 17 years of living, i know i've been quite a darn smart butt of a human.
if you think im stupid, oh man, look in the mirr......
i think thats stretching myself for this season and that's that for it.


i've got 4 pieces and 1 piece's faulty.
there're another 1001 things grabbing hold of them.
its getting harder and harder to live nowadays, but i guess its really okay.
im made of Yahweh's heart, and if not clay, at least steel too.
you can tug and snatch the 3 away but you wont get all of them, all of me.
1's already gone so forget about grabbing all.

3's parts for living, 4 parts for God.
its always been this way. never changed, never will.
im thankful for sat/sun. yes i am.


school's still crap.
maybe much better with G, ZY and the gang around.
we're almost hooligans but we're hooligans with fun, love and respect.
love us dont hate us. unless you're from basketball.
i wanna go school and chill. i wanna go school and study.
i wanna go crapschool and have a good good laugh.
i wanna go crapschool and laugh my afternoons off.


im all over the place tonight, but bear with me.
we'll sort something out soon.