this sickness is getting bad man.
fever's coming on, and the cough wont go away.
wanted to get a doc, but its already late into the night,
tomorrow perhaps.

have got 6 out of 8 symptoms of H1N1.. haha...
lets hope they close down PJC soon. :D
whatever man, just get this away..
God, still need You.




really missing the feel of cold steel under my fingertips.
missing it badly.. so badly.
its funny how this gets deferred time and time again.
so funny its almost heartbreaking.
in anycase, its a love.
its not a mission anymore.
its a love.
its not a dream anymore.
break my heart again.


lets close this.
wallow in self-pity.
this is a labyrinth, and there is an exit.
its either you find it, or you're lost in it. forever.


gdnight.
have a good rest
while i lie awake with this.