tug tug.. tug tug..

hear that?


guess the heartstrings are pulling again.
feeling it again and again.



life is not easy, this year is crappy.
im slowing to a halt in life.
feeling lost is the new feeling fine.


fog is thick, im blinded. and this is getting to my head.
im not getting there and time is running out.
the world doesnt wait for me anymore, change is here. bad news.



if all you need to save a life, was 5 dollars and 15minutes, would you give it?
someone wouldnt.


so, who am i?
tonight, i sleep with blended disappointment, disgust, distaste and discourse.



tug tug.. tug tug..