feels so far.


trying to hold on to something i dont have.
trying to grab hold.
just trying.


see, i dont have much.
im desperate.
unreasonably desperate for You at this hour.


maybe i need You for tomorrow.
after that, maybe no more.

thats the perpetual prodigal son.
sucked into this cycle,
laugh about me.


this is a joke man.
my life's a joke.
what a joke.